Lover of My Soul

Ive learned lately that whether you are a new believer in Christ or if you have been a Christian for most of your life...you need church. God gives us church to help us grow with Him and become stronger in our walk.

If you ignore God for so long you become downright miserable.

Ive been learning so much in the book im reading "When God Writes Your Love Story" Eric and Leslie Ludy are the authors...they are married. Leslie writes in one part that women strive to have a strictly emotional relationship with a man, they pour their heart out to whatever man they are in a relationship with at the time. Men, are different..they express themselves with women physically...and its hard for them to pour out their heart to a woman..most of the time they dont even know how. As a woman, I know how hurtful it is to need that emotional security and feel as if im alone in backing myself up emotionally in a relationship. I need to realize that even if a man cant give it to me that God can. He is the Lover of my soul and provides me with EVERLASTING LOVE daily. He listens, and is ALWAYS available.

Its easy for guys to fall into the sexual sins with a girl even if they "promise" not to...I pray that God will give me strength enough to know what i need in a relationship and remind me that He is the only one that can give me peace. I dont want to wake up one day and realize that i have let my heart become beaten into hamburger meat because ive allowed myself to become too emotionally attached, when the guy couldnt do the same. (im not saying this applies to me right now, just in general)

have a great day! :)