Better after death

I wish I could prove to you how much I love you. I wish you could see it in my smile. I wish you could hear what my heart tells me when I'm with you. I'm too blunt, too sharp with my words. I feel like I can't get across what I'm feeling....I want you to trust that I love you more than life, even if it's hard to read. Elizabeth browning is right....I shall love you better after death.