Catch up

I feel like i am back in the fifth grade right now because i am eating chocolate pudding and watching Ed, Edd, n' Eddie...I hated this show when i was younger, but my step brother loved it. Its so stupid.

I havent blogged in SOOOO long!!

I feel extremely blessed right now in my life. I feel like God has me on the right path and that im doing good with it. Although, i do learn things daily...and im trying not to be such a smart aleck bitch. And to trust more easily, and to let the past be the past. I feel like i hold on to a lot of the jealousy i have with nathan about his ex girlfriend. He was wrong in the beginning of our relationship, but its the past. So now, im the wrong one for clinging on to that. Its just plain foolish how i remind him of things and throw them in his face. But its something within myself that i cant let go.

Im using a gophone now, instead of my iphone. Im surprised i didnt cry when i went to get my internet cut off...but on the plus side, this new phone has held full charge ALL DAY!!! hahahaa

Nathan and I went to byhalia late last night and exolored an old abandoned school house. It was so awesome, but scary! i jumped at everything and had to pee so bad. lol

Today at school there was this blind girl that couldnt find her way to the correct hallway. It was me and a few friends just standing around and this random guy came up, took her by the hand, and helped her to class. I thought that was so sweet. Plus, it was a huge encouragement. Sometimes people are having so many problems and just the smallest things we could do would make them feel so great. Most of the time we are just too selfish, or dont want to look like a fool to people who dont even matter.

Have a wonderful day! :)