I hate how you made me feel about myself. I hate the way you treated me, they way you act, the way you smell, things you say. So why don't I hate you? I hate these craters in my head that are filled with lies from you.
I hate the way I make myself feel. I hate how I act sometimes, how I can't get over things and just move on. How do I know what is the truth, and what are lies?
And I'm here to remind you,
Of the mess you left when you went away,
It's not fair to deny me,
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me.
I have nothing to cherish from you, you only gave me heart ache to carry around like luggage tied to my back. Sin is being so good about something and ruining it in a blink of an eye. That's how it works, THAT'S why we need a savior.
Alanis Morissette isn't anywhere close to being your typical "role model" HAHA. For some reason she has always explained things to me in a way that I can understand and somewhat relate with through her music. It helps me release my anger and hostility without getting too crazy! :)
To me, friends are the most precious gift God has ever given me. I love these "healthy" relationships that are blossoming with other people through God.
"Lead me in the right path, O Lord, or my enemies will conquer me. Tell me clearly what to do and show me which way to turn." Psalms 5:8
With Love Only from Christ,
Shelby Owen Esther
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